It’s funny how we wait for something… For someone… Time goes by and we go back to that commitment we chose .We put ourselves in that waiting limbo only to find out that we forgot why we did agree to it in the first place.
What made me do it?
What am I waiting for anyway?
How long am I willing to wait for it… For him… For that thing I desire the most.
It’s just hit me that I can always walk away from it. To be like ‘nah, i’m done.’ Or ‘screw this, i’ve got better things to do’. But i guess i’m just curious. I’m enthralled by the mystery that will and can happen when i just become still… Become patient… To hold on a little bit longer.
A bit more.. A little more… Hold on…
It’s gonna come eventually.
It’ll all be worth it in the end, I promise.
Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. (Hebrews 11:1 KJV)
Ive becoming a siesta monster. I sleep every chance i get. Is this caused by having no coffee an chocalates? Yikees
5 days of thankfulness
There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens: (Ecclesiastes 3:1 NIV)
I am a very impatient person and those who truly know me know that.:)
i want to have what I want, when I want it and God knows that fully well. That’s why I know my journey with God has grown me because, now I can confidently say I can be patient. In my walk with God, trust was always the key to getting my breakthru. I always had to cling to Him with all my might and wait on Him for his perfect timing. Sometimes I thought my timing was perfect and in the end, it turns out otherwise. God has shown me countless times that the wait for his very best is worth it. That’s why now, I’ve come to the place of knowing that waiting on the Lord is never in vain. Actually it makes me think sometimes that I’m not actually waiting on Him but in fact, He’s waiting on me. Am I ready to receive? Am I in the right position and posture? Am I strong enough to protect his blessing? I’m overjoyed that breakthu after breakthru he has proven Himself worthy of my trust and my all. I’m celebrating the season i am in now. I relish in the fact that this is a good thing. Love my God.;)
Such a great read. But i dunno bout you, I think I just met my Boaz. Haha
Claiming it. Xxx
Lolz this is hilarious. If you get my drift you’d laugh at this and i’ll only bring this up once so pay attention.
#coffeefreefor53 Day 5
DC: hows work babe?
Me: i’m having coffee withdrawals. I got a migrane today that’s why i left work early
DC: i thought you were fasting
Me: yeah. I still am.
DC. Nah Now it’s broken lol
Me: you. You’re funny I’ll keep you
#chocofreefor53 Day 5
DC stands for Dark Chocolate. Haha you know who you are. DC man you funny.
5 days of thankfulness
Ask boldly, believingly, without a second thought. People who “worry their prayers” are like wind-whipped waves. Don’t think you’re going to get anything from the Master that way, adrift at sea, keeping all your options open. (James 1:5-8 MSG)
Since the start of this year, i’ve sacrificed so much on this thing I’ve been praying for this conference. To name a few there was my biggest offering yet for miracle offering, endless nights of crying over ludacris request from God as he asks me to obey, and pangs of heartaches caused by the unknown. I’m ecstatic to testify however that God’s promises are real and true. He came through for my prayer and petition!!! My prayer has been answered 2 months before I actually expected it. The time I got it was the time I positioned myself to receive. I remember a pastor saying, i think it was Obed Martinez, that the first letters in God is G-O. God says go. Get ready on the way. And going and getting ready is a sign that tells God, this person is a hundy on this. This person is sold out for this promise. This big gap was filled by God at the right time and at the right moment and i was thrilled, i got it before the due date. Like a pre- sale of sorts!!! But way better! Love love love my Lord. He brings me much joy.;)
Yup migranes and needless yearning to move. Now i’m getting mindful of how dependent i’ve gotten to coffee. Everytime i want one- it brings me back to the Lord. Haha. Its been very effective so far. Day 4. My my my—- a long way to go
Wow. Day 4 and i just needed to go home from a course early for this. My body is feeling it. Now i’m becoming so aware of how dependent my body is on cafffeine and chocos. Let’s do this. It’s quite effective actually. The lack i feel gets me running back to the cross. Haha this fast is awesome. I’m so gonna smash this.